HOPE FOR THE LITTLE ONES

Today I want to talk alittle about my stepson, What a amazing 12 year old boy he is. There are moments were I wish I could take all his pain away... The reason for my blog today is I never realized that children even knew what the meaning of suicide was or what it meant. In till the day we had to sit down and explain to my stepson, we thought it would be better to tell him the truth about his mother before he found out another way and hated us for not telling him.. And he knew what it was and what it meant.. He has had to deal with two of them first his grandfather and now his mother. So when the dreadful day came that he was so upset he shouted "I want to commit suicide to be with the only one whoever loved me" I was in complete shock a 12 yr old boy has this much hurt in him.
   
      That's why I wanted to talk about children who suffer from depression, and a little girl came to mind 15 yr old phoebe prince a girl who had her whole life ahead of her. She was being bullied at school and it hurt her, we never think that suicide would ever cross her mind, preteens fight in school all the time, then they make up as parents we support are children, we would never think that thought like that would cross there minds.. I have you ever been grounded when you were younger and said "I hate my life I wish I was dead" I had Said that plenty of times.. but never meant it..

  I guess little phoebe prince couldn't take it and thought it was never going to get better.. So on jan 14 while walking home from school girls teased her all the way home, she went home and went to her closet and hung herself, reports say her little sister was the one to find her.. A little life gone because of some hurtful words,I hurt for her family, and pray for them all the time.. So now I know to  listen to my stepson,pay a little more attention to his cry for helps,and understand him a little more.. and be so grateful that he is a strong little boy, sometimes he keeps me up when im down, and I love him for that..
 
  The whole meaning for setting up this blog is not to make everybody depressed, Its for me to vent on a problem I know first hand about and live in hurt everyday because of it. I keep hoping to this day its a bad dream and im going to wake up anytime.. and to help raise this awareness each day I will share some kind of story.. thanks for reading, crystal


RIP PHOEBE PRINCE MAY YOU LIVE IN HEAVEN AS THE LITTLE ANGEL YOU ONCE WERE

   
                                                    JAN 14,2010