Is there really true friends??

Sometime I think to myself, what are true friends?? I mean if you didnt have drama in your life or money!! would your friends still be there.. i have a hard time thinking they would!! Im 27 and still yet to find that friend to share my life with.. the one who uderstands you that cares for you.. life is about mistakes, we all make them and we all have to deal with them!! sometimes i feel so alone.. I look and see all these girls with there best friends.. and i would give anything to have that!! or maybe im just better off alone.. in the past two years i have lost so much so many important people just wish i could gain alittle.. instead of losing! life will go on. and one day i will find friends worth fighting for.. as for right now i dont have the time or energy to do so..