Today's blog is about addiction, And how it changes people you love and care about, I know all to well about all kinds of addiction, although I have never been addicted to any thing i have been front row center to people that have, my whole life I have dealt with it, and been hurt by it...drugs, pills alcohol, My question to everyone is how do forgive and keep forgiving?? I keep loving intill I cant love any more,because what if something ever happened to them and they died knowing that know one loved them.
My best friend in the world killed herself because of alcohol and pill addicition.. The heart break I felt that night was nothing I ever wanted to feel again, how can we save them, how to get them to understand we love them and would do anything to save them.. love just isnt enough anymore. I thought the word love was suppose to be a powerful word,one not to be just throwed around, then why cant simple words like I love you save some one from going down a path they will regret. I dont know maybe I never will. I know one thing that I will never get my friend back, I will never know the love of having a best friend again.. I wasnt able to save her, what makes me think I can save the others.. so for now Im just going to keep loving and hope that thats enough to stop the addiction.
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